Who is who?
Meet Guy # 1: “Mr. Friendship”
Truth be told, he’s not the epitome of beauty but more to say he got the charisma which is no doubt I was captured. Seriously, I got a big crush on him. Needless to say, we aren’t in the same page. I mean, I am not sure if he feels the same way too. How will I know if he has feelings too? Is confronting the best way to explain everything? Like for instance, I am going to tell him “hey, you know I really like you. How about you? Do you like me too?” Haha, that might explains how desperate I am. And moreover, if he doesn’t feels the same way, it might change everything. Like our friendship might come to an end. So unluckily, I will just hide this and just go with the flow and as much as I hated it, we will just remain as “friends”…:(
Guy # 2: “Mr. EX”
I can’t fathom explain why I put him here. But seriously, I can sense that he’s showing some signs on trying to fix everything between us. Like he’s trying to amend how jerk he is and how sorry he was for left me hanging. For god’s sake, this is ridiculous and full of shit! I’m feeling antagonist towards him. Getting back to an “ex” is never in my vocabulary. The feelings was so last season. Well it’s his loss by the way. Sorry to him!
Guy # 3: “Mr. Martyr”
I may not like him but because of his sweetness, I’m getting to like him back. This isn’t going the way I thought that is going to go. Like I cursed my subconscious not to fall for him. But unluckily, I became vulnerable and strike by his sweetness. Like really, he is so martyr in a sense that though how many times I busted him, he is still willing to wait. I quoted “I am willing to wait and wait and court you always and feels you that I am really in love with you. I will wait forever until you will fall back”. That’s how the conversation went through.
On the flip side, I’m getting there to fall him back. But I’m still waiting for the right timing. Not now but maybe later? Aww haha, too soon 🙂 Watch out!
Guy # 4: “Mr. Assuming”
I despise him for being a total “feeler”. He thinks I have a crush on him. Huh? He really such a freak. I know he got the looks but I just don’t like him because he’s too “mahangin”. Mr. know-it-all. Duh!
Guy # 1 is always been my great crush. Although he showed no sign and he’s only a friend, but for me I consider him so special in my heart. And of all guys out there, he’s going to be my first choice. I always hoping that someday he will fall for me too. And realize how special I am to him too, not just a friend but more than a friend. In that case, I will be the happiest girl on earth and we live happily ever after. BOW!
Next on the line, Guy # 3 is my second option. If he won’t change and still willing to wait then he might be the one too. I’m waiting for the right time and waiting for a sign.