Then it hit me..

What is it about the moment you fall in love? How can such a small measure of time contain such enormity?

I suddenly realize why people believe in déjà vu?

Why people believe they’ve lived past lives?

Because there is no way the years I’ve spent on this earth could possibly encapsulate what I’m feeling. The moment you fall in love feels like it has centuries behind it, generations—all of them rearranging themselves so that this precise, remarkable intersection could happen.

In you heart, in your bones, no matter how silly you know it is, you feel that everything has been leading to this, all the secret arrows were pointing here, the universe and time itself crafted this long ago, and you are just now realizing it, you are now just arriving at the place you were always meant to be.

xoxo..

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Greater things are yet to come..

We go through things in life that just don’t make sense, they hurt and you just don’t know why it’s happening to you. But with each of these experiences, you become stronger, you become wiser. Everything that hurts you makes you into a person that you are today. It’s either you are in the positive side or in the other side. But whatever it is, I know it isn’t easy, but always to consider the goodness in you. As they say, it’s not the end of the world yet.  It may be tough now, but the best is yet to come.

 

Because second chances are rare..

If you could go back and change just one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or will ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another?

If you’ve given a chance to reborn, would you choose an entirely different path? To live someone else’s shoes? To live in a different era?

What kind of world do you want? What kind of life do you like?

Will you?

Chances are when said and done. Who’ll be the lucky one?

Chances. Chances, are we always hope to be.

If I could and If I would, I’ll make things right.

I’ll take my chances

coz second chances are rare, so USE it WISELY!

xoxo,

It reminds me of young love…

I stumbled upon this track while perusing YouTube. Suddenly fell in love with this song immediately. I love how the vocalist choose a very endearing words.
” I’ve been beaten down, I’ve been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.”

I suddenly remember my first great love. Considering, this song pertains at me. That it opens my heart out and reminisce how great our love was. That no matter how big our fight was, our misunderstandings, the pride, and the guilt, we knew it for sure that our love will still dominates. And that our love was deep and strong.
Unluckily, there’s really no happy-ending at all. To love is also means to let go even if it tears your heart out. So oh well, thats how love is gonna be. Accept the truth and just go with the flow.
So, the realization that I’ve been running around in circles came to me that true love will always coming back. If it’s meant to be, then it will. Now I’m just keeping my hopes high that maybe someday, I will meet my true forever love.

Today, I’m just gonna enjoy and love my life like how I’m supposed to be. 🙂

Love and lost, but learn.

Love is a cycle. When you love, you get hurt. When you get hurt, you hate. When you hate, you try to forget. When you try to forget, you start missing. And when you start missing, you’ll eventually fall again.

And once you’ll start to fall again, the feelings you thought you’d forgotten will come back. Then, you’ll gonna back to square one. Start to think of him again. Starting to assume that there’s still a chance to fix everything. You’ll start to care again. And much worst, if it didn’t work out, you’ll start to move on again.

See? As much how you hated it, you just can’t escape the complicated idea of love.

But here’s a piece of advice, I know you’ll hardly to move on especially if you really  love that person. But come to think of it, it’s not love if you’re always crying. Love means happiness. So don’t let yourself be drown to people who didn’t see your value. LET GO when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things aren’t like the way you wanted. For surely, there is someone out there who will love you even more. Just wait and be patient.

xoxo,

Here’s to the people who had left, got hurt but still continue to love..

Sometimes, though how many mantras you’re going to tell to yourself that you want to forget the person who caused the pain you’d been through, and the reason why you cried every night, you still can’t deny it but to still think of him. Cause you just can’t get him out of your mind.

Flashback always exists. Especially the happy memories he had left and you had shared from the times you were still happily together.

At some point in time, you always felt regrets hafly hoping it didnt came to an end. That until now he’s still in your side that you can hug with at times you’ll become vulnerable.

But sometimes, you need to realize that it’s already too much and it’s time to walk away. To truly love is to have the courage to walk away and let the one who wishes to be free go. No matter how much it hurts.

Just because you let go, doesn’t mean you don’t love him. And just because you set free, doesn’t mean you are tired. It is because you need to escape from the pain causing from fighting all for him to think he didn’t fight back.

But how can you let go of someone you can’t live without?
That I can’t answer. But if has to be answered, would be hard to do especially if you really love that person.

However, you still need to set him free no matter how painful it would be.

Don’t let the past drown you. Don’t let your life be miserable to someone who left you and are blind to notice the importance you gave.

Moving on isn’t that easy. But you need to: try it
do it
accept it.
That’s how it is.
Don’t push yourself too hard. Don’t give up life. Move forward. Fight right. And start a new life.

After a rain, there’s always a rainbow. After a storm, there’s calm. After the night, there’s a morning. And after an ending there’s a new beginning. It’s like loving again after experiencing the pain.

xoxo,

I’m scared of being hurt..

I am in love with the idea of being in love. I love the feeling you get when you’re around with someone you’ve feelings for.

I love how it makes me, I love being able to talk with him, and having someone make you smile and laugh.

But on a second thoughts, I’m scared on the idea of being in love too, though.

I’m scared of rejection, I’m scared of being hurt. And being brought down.

xoxo,