Sometimes, though how many mantras you’re going to tell to yourself that you want to forget the person who caused the pain you’d been through, and the reason why you cried every night, you still can’t deny it but to still think of him. Cause you just can’t get him out of your mind.
Flashback always exists. Especially the happy memories he had left and you had shared from the times you were still happily together.
At some point in time, you always felt regrets hafly hoping it didnt came to an end. That until now he’s still in your side that you can hug with at times you’ll become vulnerable.
But sometimes, you need to realize that it’s already too much and it’s time to walk away. To truly love is to have the courage to walk away and let the one who wishes to be free go. No matter how much it hurts.
Just because you let go, doesn’t mean you don’t love him. And just because you set free, doesn’t mean you are tired. It is because you need to escape from the pain causing from fighting all for him to think he didn’t fight back.
But how can you let go of someone you can’t live without?
That I can’t answer. But if has to be answered, would be hard to do especially if you really love that person.
However, you still need to set him free no matter how painful it would be.
Don’t let the past drown you. Don’t let your life be miserable to someone who left you and are blind to notice the importance you gave.
Moving on isn’t that easy. But you need to: try it
That’s how it is.
Don’t push yourself too hard. Don’t give up life. Move forward. Fight right. And start a new life.
After a rain, there’s always a rainbow. After a storm, there’s calm. After the night, there’s a morning. And after an ending there’s a new beginning. It’s like loving again after experiencing the pain.